I've been in and out of sickness, minor ones thankfully, in the past months--this is probably my body telling me to go back to yoga. The truth is I have underestimated this transition into a new relationship. I thought that I can just smoothly navigate myself with few tweaks in plans and decisions every now and then. And I forgot that sometimes it can also be hard. I didn't get to prepare for counter-attacks when circumstances are punching me in the face.

Hard times - 10
Jans - 0

And the irony is I've never been this happy in so long. I actually forgot how it's great to have someone. Maybe the overwhelming feeling masks the things that should've been dealt with but I just throw them back in my 'deal with you later' bin.

Now that 'deal with you later' bin is staring (more like glaring) at me. I have to start now.